P.S. Isn't it majorly creepy how I remember all of the food there?
Well, the good news is I didn't eat any of if. So I was free to watch other people eat it. I never really payed attention to the eating habits of others. I was usually to busy eating myself to notice. But the skinny girls had...wait for it...a cookie. The chubby girls had more. A month ago, I would have eaten half of the buffet. Without hesitation or apology, half the buffet. I had the control not to this time, but what is it that makes me want to and the skinny girls are cool with a cookie? That's the million dollar question right there.
Oh, and Nic and my morbid obsession with Man V. Food marches on. Last night I cussed out loud when I saw the bacon cheeseburger served on Krispy Cream Donut buns. I cussed people. I don't cuss.
After a gain yesterday I was bummed and swore off my juicy nemesis : red meat for a couple of days. It worked.
Starting Weight: 198.6
Today's Weight : 180.4
Total Loss: 18.2 lbs Wow.
I can't wait to have someone who doesn't know I'm dieting say, "Hey, you are losing weight!"
Big fear: Cruise for my anniversary is coming up in May. I don't know if I can/should/will resist the midnight chocolate buffet. EVIL!